tomorrow is the day. ever since I first started hearing things about MTH I have been intrigued. granted, the first whispers I heard were at the end of 2009 and at that point I didn't have a business and had no intention of starting one or doing anything in the wedding industry so that was it. sounded like an interesting concept, but not really pertinent to me or where I was going.fast forward to the last 6 months. jumping into a new business with both feet, learning as I go, racing to keep up, making mistakes and readjusting. go, go go. if you know me, you know that this is NOT how I normally do things. I am the quintessential researcher. the planner; the one that knows every in and out of what could/should/will happen and has the alternate routes ready before taking the first step. all the while, I've been reading about the MTH tour- following along with Lara, Emily &amp; Gina's journey on tumblr, absorbing blogs written by those who have already attended. as scared as I am to go tomorrow (I am not one that likes to be in a group setting and talk about myself, my goals, my dreams) I know that I have to. if I don't I know I'll always regret what could have been. its that persistent nagging in the back of your brain that says 'do it, c'mon! being scared is not a good excuse' so I'm feeling the fear and doing it anyways. :)2010 brought some amazing changes to my life that I'm still trying to process. I've decided tomorrow starts my 2011. I've got some big decisions ahead to ensure I am being the best ME I can be. both for oatmeal lace and for my family and friends. ready to get fired up!